Strugglin' To Maintain

You know sometimes
This life is just
Shit you know

Aye, do you ever feel like you ain't
Built for this bitter gruesome world
Do you ever feel like an alien
Visiting this mother fucker
But you linger through some turd
Maybe ya eagerly signed up from beyond
Ta sprinkle glitter and infuse some pearls
Of wisdom but ya wonda if anyone bother
About ya message so ya endure some burns
Life can be a crap game
The masses amaze me so aimless
Aiming for those upper echelon's
Pressure to keep their appearance on
At the hair salon, I cant judge their choices wrong
Ill keep pressing on
Were all exposed to their cryptical songs, yeh
The truth is everyone's just tryna belong
Some days though I just wanna withdraw
From all this shit its been going on now for far too long

Dear lord
I'm really struggling to maintain
Everyone's out here tryna gain
Seeking exposure to the fame
Sometimes I wanna catch a plane (and get outta here)

Yeah I'm watching the spiritual movement
Quickly becoming an entire industry
They profiting off the vulnerable
Slowly controlling the connection to your higher trinity
Seeing whether the individual actually
Take responsibility of Gaia's forestry is the key for me
If the booming of this strategy defy's the principal
Then charging repeating triple numbers is a tragedy
Pyramid scheming financially
It's becoming clear there's levels to ascending this reality
Alot of love and light disguising those unconscious motives
Laying behind those with polite eyes
I don't think its right despite me
Realizing the strength it takes to
Acknowledge the underlying feelings that might arise
My intuition straight advises me
Striving for a tight tribe to confide in
Thriving with my spirit guides

Dear lord
I'm really struggling to maintain
Everyone's out here tryna gain
Seeking exposure to the fame
Sometimes I wanna catch a plane (and get outta here)

Yeah, its clear
Society has us deeply brainwashed to work all year
Oh dear, it appears
Were still driven to build success
Even in our spiritual careers
It runs so deep and we think we've escaped it
Only to find ourselves running on another hamster wheel
Why the pressure?
Let's go chill out in a forest
Meditate cultivate some laughter ya feel
I think we've taken this race too serious
I gotta take a step back and listen to what she wants to say
Tune into the world that your heart most
Wants to create
Ignore the negative
Focus on the gratitude and
Shift into a more magical time line'
Yeah, Right
So what your telling me is I'm too focused
On the negative residing in my mind? Damn

I guess we just gotta
Shift our perspective's a little bit aye
Focus on whats good