Never Once

Did you find yourself?
Did you get what you needed?
Did you learn to love yourself
When you left me here bleeding?

See, I never said, but I saw it coming all along
I knew you'd turn away forever
I knew from the start it would end
With my heart up all in knots
Baby, you're not clever
And one more thing

Did you think that I didn't notice the moment
When you stopped loving me?
Did you think that I couldn't tell by the look
On your face when you smile at me?
Did you think that it wouldn't tear me apart?
Well, it did, and it's clear to see

For all the thinking you did, and I know that you did
You never once thought about me
'Cause you were blind, too blind to see
To see the hole that you left in me
You never once, never thought about me

Girl, I know that you've been hurt
But is the world to blame?
It won't make you feel better
When you make them feel your pain

It's not you, it's me
It's okay, it's whatever the fuck you want
Pretty sorry excuse
So you can fuck whoever the fuck you want
Tell me, baby, is it easy
To lie straight through your teeth?
And one more thing

Did you think that I didn't notice the moment
When you stopped loving me?
Did you think that I couldn't tell by the look
On your face when you smile at me?
Did you think that it wouldn't tear me apart?
Well, it did, and it's clear to see

For all the thinking you did, and I know that you did
You never once thought about me
'Cause you were blind, too blind to see
To see the holes you left in me
You never once, never thought about me