In My Head

I got three acid tablets on the tip of my tongue
I got two friends with me and it's finna be dumb
Got one microphone and no time for the stress
The name's Stoney Ciz, I'll get this shit off my chest
Well, everybody wanna know how I'm keeping it fresh
I speak the best when my band jammin', leaving me blessed
Breathe the sess when I'm hand-standing, seeing the rest
Of this damn planet, thinkin' that we need to reset
Yeah, I'm down with the cause if I believe in the effect
Life's too short, there ain't no need to regret
I'm seeing the steps, Heaven leaving some tests
I might bleed for the best of 'em, my lesson I guess
My flow wrecking 'em like medicine, you need when depressed
Whether you stepping out or stepping up, I leave you impressed
I might be the all-seeing eye
Trying to fly higher than the devil's desire
Bet he'll leave me for dead

Yeah, they tell me that it's all in my head
I pour some liquor out because some homies are dead
Why they tell me that it's all in my head
It was written, but it never was read

I saw a girl walking on the side of the street
I picked her up and we decided to eat
I played her my beats, she said the kinda was sweet
We did some drugs, then she died in her sleep
Rest in peace
Yo, if Lucy a God, then is Molly an angel
If coke's called Cain, then I guess that I'm Abel
Walking in the rain, Mary Jane keep me stable
God damn it, who invited all these ghosts to my table, wasn't me
I could clean out my room with a broom
But tryin' to clean out my mind might lead to my doom
In my head, bumping Dark Side of the Moon
Yeah, I'm praying that the end isn't soon
If it is, I'll take a beer for the road
Nothing's clear and so we fear the unknown
In the mirror, I try to stare at my soul
My reflection asks me, where am I goin'
Where you going

Yeah, they tell me that it's all in my head
I pour some liquor out because some homies are dead
Why they tell me that it's all in my head
It was written, but it never was read

Yeah, I walked outside and I put on my shades
Because the sun won't get the fuck up outta my face
I said grace, still I feel that I'm losing the race
Me of little faith, maybe I'm just running in place
I don't spread hate, my heart out for anyone to take
It's been bruised down and beat up, I might need a break
I might be okay, if I can never see that look on her face again
Send me to that beautiful place
Watch me stare off in space and then lose track of time
We take drugs, then march off to war with our minds
Look out for mines and crossfire and find
Another sign on the front line for something divine
Still I'm falling behind
I wake up with cold sweats cause I'm so stressed
And sleep's just a cousin to death
Is it hopeless or is it just a hoax or a test
If you was told you was blessed, would you blow smoke or poke out your chest

Yeah, they tell me that it's all in my head
I pour some liquor out because some homies are dead
Why they tell me that it's all in my head
It was written, but it never was read
Yeah, they tell me that it's all in my head
I pour some liquor out because some homies are dead
Why they tell me that it's all in my head
It was written, but it never was read