Heal Right

(Heal right)
Despite all that I try
In spite with what I write
Surprise, no hope in sight
Still fractured and contrite

And yet
I Never really quite healed right
Yet
I never really healed quite healed right
From the broken bones and the damage doesn't always show
But you think you know,
Think you know how it goes

It's a bitter sting
A tear in the skin from sinking teeth
Gasping for some air to breathe
Under everything beneath
Licking my wounds
Born in the tomb
Living life locked in the room that I watched it rot
It watched me back and taught me how to grieve

So you got something to say, huh
Can't believe that you and I are of the same blood
Stuck in a pattern of abuse
There's no excuse
For the behavior you used
The life you choose
Is yours to lose
I won't be there to see it
I refuse

(Never Healed Right)

Despite all that I try
In spite with what I write
Surprise, no hope in sight
Still fractured and contrite

And yet
I Never really quite healed right
Yet
I never really healed quite healed right
From the broken bones and the damage doesn't always show
But you think you know,
Think you know how it goes

Phantom pain of a life that could have been
A mirage in the dust of my existence
There's no second chance
I'm feeling stuck in my head again
The trauma's been buried
At least I keep it consistent
With the struggling ambition
I'm feeling so distant
A familiar inhibition
I avoid reminiscing
It comes in an instant
Reminders of life experiences that I'm missing
No I can't forget it

I can't forget
I can't forget