Insecure

Do you know just how it feels when knees are hitting floor?
And you've given and you've given but they just want more?
And you try and try again there's nothing left in store?
Coz being at the bottom makes you insecure
You're taking hits and blows directly to your core
Confidence is there but you cannot be sure
You wish you could but cannot seem to make approach
Coz being at the bottom makes you insecure
Taking blows and hits just to your core
Ducking, weaving, guard up to the noise
But the canvas is calling you to hit the floor
Thoughts of blaming misfortune on those you think ignore
You got passion and fighting but the struggle deep
Thoughts of cashing in on favors with your peeps
But irrationally turning down their peace
You're crashing out, please, Jesus take the wheel
You're prideful, never thought one day that you'd be spiteful
The type to never show the pain, always delightful
But fight to never show decay, guess it's your right to
Be mindful, lest you go insane coz you're ashamed
Do you know just how it feels when knees are hitting floor?
And you've given and you've given but they just want more?
And you try and try again there's nothing left in store?
Coz being at the bottom makes you insecure
You're taking hits and blows directly to your core
Confidence is there but you cannot be sure
You wish you could but cannot seem to make approach
Coz being at the bottom makes you insecure
Scared to approach, but always feenin' for more
Always endure even when all doors are closed
Confidence sure but with you I am froze
God, I implore, let her delight with this rose
I do recall, back when simple was law
My words were a poem, before life forced my prose
And fear just arose, my light was erode
The darkness rose, insecurities flowed
It was easier then but I turned it down, I was scared to offend
Shoulda done what I could
But I hoped that things would repeat once again
Well, here we are once again
And you know you're a ten
Gotta make this a win though it's harder than it was then back when
Do you know just how it feels when knees are hitting floor?
And you've given and you've given but they just want more?
And you try and try again there's nothing left in store?
Coz being at the bottom makes you insecure
You're taking hits and blows directly to your core
Confidence is there but you cannot be sure
You wish you could but cannot seem to make approach
Coz being at the bottom makes you insecure