I Think You Know

It's border line panic attacks whenever I see your
Name light up my phone with a text and I go to read it
I've accomplished so much lately
Just wish you were here to see it
I pray life gives you goals cause I'm just wasting achievements
I know
I know you thinking the same things
You always do
And I'm prolly thinking the same things
You know it's true
Like if the tables turned and my name had lit up your phone
Would you sigh in frustration
Wishing that I just left you alone
I wonder
Like do you ever feel the same things
I'd just really like to know
Cause if you don't
I'd like to change places
Been back to back at war
With people that never had my back
I knew they'd never give me a chance at knowing I'm up to bat
I've been to battle with myself over people I thought was close
And now I sit alone at an empty table and raise a toast
It's been a long time coming I finally feel the chase is close
I finally feel the chase is
Can finally say I'm reaching goals
No longer have to stretch for achievements
You say that I do the most
But you've never tried to drop
A song in this streaming industry with hopes it blows
Used to have people that stream my song
And listen to them telling they people yo Billy's music blows
It doesn't matter it's whatever
I know why I'm making records
And it isn't for the purpose that everybody pretend to know
I got so much to say about it
But nah I'll just keep it closed
It ain't no purpose in me talking to people that think they in the know
I think I know now
The people that stick around for the benefits
Be the same people that gotta go

How long can you stand for what you believe in
Until your legs give out
Because I know some people that only stand for what they believing
Until they legs give out
But it's fine really
That's they life man I can't judge it
It just makes me doubt all the people I put my trust in
Nowadays
It's only me that I'm trusting
I been hurt before by people who claim to be what they weren't
I been building walls I wanna see fall
No one gets close enough to tough em though
That's a problem I have
Don't waste time on your past
Sometimes you get answers
Even if the questions not asked
You can hear in they silence
And see it in the way they move
Because people like to hide things
But they can't hide the truth
You see I cried for you once
And I won't cry again
I tried once and failed twice
I won't try again