Doubt
Lately I've been trying to find myself
Fighting with the ugliness of doubt
Maybe where I belong is just too much to handle
Cuz I'm always looking for an out
Sometimes it feels so real
Enough to keep me here
So that's all it is, I just can't be okay
Too afraid to be all in and too much weight to walk away
Is this headache in my real life or my dream
It's starting to feel the same
How much is fair to give away?
Should I want it when it feels like
I'm just leaving all of me behind
My own lie
Even when I think I'm made for this
I get scared as hell, what if I miss?
Maybe where I belong is just too much to handle
Cuz it always seems to wear me out
So that's all it is, I just can't be okay
Too afraid to be all in and too much weight to walk away
Is this headache in my real life or my dream
It's starting to feel the same
How much is fair to give away?
Should I want it when it feels like
I'm just leaving all of me behind
My own lie
Give up my life just so I can feel free
My only haven
Eat me alive, use up what's in my mind
I know they're waiting
I'm suffocating
And I feel so empty when I try
Leave me, save me
I don't know anymore
So that's all it is, I just can't be okay
Too afraid to be all in and too much weight to walk away
Is this headache in my real life or my dream
It's starting to feel the same
How much is fair to give away?
Should I want it when it feels like
I'm just leaving all of me behind
My own lie
Give up my life just so I can feel free
My only haven
Eat me alive, use up what's in my mind
I know they're waiting
Fighting with the ugliness of doubt
Maybe where I belong is just too much to handle
Cuz I'm always looking for an out
Sometimes it feels so real
Enough to keep me here
So that's all it is, I just can't be okay
Too afraid to be all in and too much weight to walk away
Is this headache in my real life or my dream
It's starting to feel the same
How much is fair to give away?
Should I want it when it feels like
I'm just leaving all of me behind
My own lie
Even when I think I'm made for this
I get scared as hell, what if I miss?
Maybe where I belong is just too much to handle
Cuz it always seems to wear me out
So that's all it is, I just can't be okay
Too afraid to be all in and too much weight to walk away
Is this headache in my real life or my dream
It's starting to feel the same
How much is fair to give away?
Should I want it when it feels like
I'm just leaving all of me behind
My own lie
Give up my life just so I can feel free
My only haven
Eat me alive, use up what's in my mind
I know they're waiting
I'm suffocating
And I feel so empty when I try
Leave me, save me
I don't know anymore
So that's all it is, I just can't be okay
Too afraid to be all in and too much weight to walk away
Is this headache in my real life or my dream
It's starting to feel the same
How much is fair to give away?
Should I want it when it feels like
I'm just leaving all of me behind
My own lie
Give up my life just so I can feel free
My only haven
Eat me alive, use up what's in my mind
I know they're waiting
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Writer(s): Liza Black
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