Even If I Tried (Live)

Nothing I could ever do would change how this ends
And don't give me that bullshit of why can't we just be friends
I'll take my shirts, my sweats, my pride, my bag, my blanket, and my heart
I'll need them all to find the will to get up and restart

Nothing I could ever do could convince you love me
Or turn myself into who you wanted me to be
I'll take my time to learn the ways in which my soul needs to grow
I'll take my shit and leave, but there's one thing you should know

I can't hate you, even if I tried
'Cuz there was hope in every time I cried
I love you more than could I ever could describe
No matter what you do
Baby I couldn't hate you
Even if I tried

I knew that you would end things from the start I must confess
I love you so damn much you couldn't help but love me less
I gave you space and time a place to cry when the world wasn't fair
I wish I didn't hate how much I wish I didn't care

I can't hate you, even if I tried
'Cuz There was hope in every time I cried
I love you more than I ever could describe
No matter what you do
Baby I couldn't hate you
Even if I tried

When will it end
(Never)
When will I stop being the problem
(Never)
When will I stop hating myself instead of being humble
(Never)
When will it all be okay

I can't hate you, even if I tried
'Cuz There was hope in every time I cried
I love you more than I ever could describe
No matter what you do
Baby I couldn't hate you
Even if I tried