Wilderness
Truth is
I've been battling these demons
Battling depression
Pray to God I can defeat em
I'm a sinner tried repenting
Backslidin to beginnings
Like how I'm supposed to lead em
In the wilderness I'm grieving
In the dark is where He see me (Yah)
Right when I was spinning out
Captive to my own thoughts
I felt like I was breaking down
Carryin' this trauma with me
Had no place to sit it down
Divorce had me defeated
I was feeling like a failure now
Lookin in my son eyes
Felt like I had let him down
Have you seen a father cry
We were facing hard times
Had me thinking suicide
My son the one who changed my mind
I couldn't leave him
Thought about my dad leaving
As a child
How it shaped me went to banging
Felt abandoned couldn't escape it
Devils laughing heart just breakin'
Started smoking led to drankin'
Pain so deep nothing could take it
World so cold I need a blanket
Wanted love but many fake it
Flesh is weak I really hate it
Nothin now can really fade me
Now I'm cold my heart is numb
Needed something stronger for the pain
I found it in the blood
Christ He saved me I was drowning
Felt His reach He picked me up
Now you can't deny I'm chosen
Out the mud He washed me up
Truth is
I've been battling these demons
Battling depression
Pray to God I can defeat em
I'm a sinner tried repenting
Backslidin to beginnings
Like how I'm supposed to lead em
In the wilderness I'm grieving
Truth is
I've been battling these demons
Battling depression
Pray to God I can defeat em
I'm a sinner tried repenting
Backslidin to beginnings
Like how I'm supposed to lead em
In the wilderness I'm grieving
In my grief I'm needing comfort
Granny gone no more suffering
Except for those living among us
Normalizing this dysfunction
Fantazin bout the struggle
Like it really made us humble
Only really grew a hunger
It gets hard to see beyond it
Getting more than just what's needed
Got a family gotta feed em
Gotta house that's half a ticket
Got investments got the blickies
And my neighbors far from robbers
But my cameras keep on clipping
In the wilderness I'm tripping
Thinking how I'm supposed to reach em
Cuz we are not the same
And my life looking quite different (yeah)
Praising God through it all
Yet some times I feel distant (yeah)
Am I going crazy see the world
Twirling much faster round
How we supposed to course correct
While headed towards disaster now
Truth is
I've been battling these demons
Battling depression
Pray to God I can defeat em
I'm a sinner tried repenting
Backslidin to beginnings
Like how I'm supposed to lead em
In the wilderness I'm grieving
Truth is
I've been battling these demons
Battling depression
Pray to God I can defeat em
I'm a sinner tried repenting
Backslidin to beginnings
Like how I'm supposed to lead em
In the wilderness I'm grieving
In the wilderness the wilderness
In the wilderness I'm grieving
(The wilderness I'm grieving)
In the wilderness the wilderness
Like how I'm supposed to lead em in the wilderness
I've been battling these demons
Battling depression
Pray to God I can defeat em
I'm a sinner tried repenting
Backslidin to beginnings
Like how I'm supposed to lead em
In the wilderness I'm grieving
In the dark is where He see me (Yah)
Right when I was spinning out
Captive to my own thoughts
I felt like I was breaking down
Carryin' this trauma with me
Had no place to sit it down
Divorce had me defeated
I was feeling like a failure now
Lookin in my son eyes
Felt like I had let him down
Have you seen a father cry
We were facing hard times
Had me thinking suicide
My son the one who changed my mind
I couldn't leave him
Thought about my dad leaving
As a child
How it shaped me went to banging
Felt abandoned couldn't escape it
Devils laughing heart just breakin'
Started smoking led to drankin'
Pain so deep nothing could take it
World so cold I need a blanket
Wanted love but many fake it
Flesh is weak I really hate it
Nothin now can really fade me
Now I'm cold my heart is numb
Needed something stronger for the pain
I found it in the blood
Christ He saved me I was drowning
Felt His reach He picked me up
Now you can't deny I'm chosen
Out the mud He washed me up
Truth is
I've been battling these demons
Battling depression
Pray to God I can defeat em
I'm a sinner tried repenting
Backslidin to beginnings
Like how I'm supposed to lead em
In the wilderness I'm grieving
Truth is
I've been battling these demons
Battling depression
Pray to God I can defeat em
I'm a sinner tried repenting
Backslidin to beginnings
Like how I'm supposed to lead em
In the wilderness I'm grieving
In my grief I'm needing comfort
Granny gone no more suffering
Except for those living among us
Normalizing this dysfunction
Fantazin bout the struggle
Like it really made us humble
Only really grew a hunger
It gets hard to see beyond it
Getting more than just what's needed
Got a family gotta feed em
Gotta house that's half a ticket
Got investments got the blickies
And my neighbors far from robbers
But my cameras keep on clipping
In the wilderness I'm tripping
Thinking how I'm supposed to reach em
Cuz we are not the same
And my life looking quite different (yeah)
Praising God through it all
Yet some times I feel distant (yeah)
Am I going crazy see the world
Twirling much faster round
How we supposed to course correct
While headed towards disaster now
Truth is
I've been battling these demons
Battling depression
Pray to God I can defeat em
I'm a sinner tried repenting
Backslidin to beginnings
Like how I'm supposed to lead em
In the wilderness I'm grieving
Truth is
I've been battling these demons
Battling depression
Pray to God I can defeat em
I'm a sinner tried repenting
Backslidin to beginnings
Like how I'm supposed to lead em
In the wilderness I'm grieving
In the wilderness the wilderness
In the wilderness I'm grieving
(The wilderness I'm grieving)
In the wilderness the wilderness
Like how I'm supposed to lead em in the wilderness
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