Almost, Goodbye

No more hellos, no goodbyes, I think I might've tried too hard
Need you to know if I let go, you've still got your part
If this black hole pulls me closer, I won't be far
You know who you are
Break the mold, find control, love yourself
Can you give my regards? Wish you well, if I was there
We would ride in my car
Atmospheres everywhere shifting gears like the stars
You can be who you are
What I said, what I did
All of that came straight from my heart
Cards got dealt, how'd it feel, when I melted my art
Gave myself to the world we'll never be apart
This just the start

Yeah I know, yeah I know, that voice in your head
Yeah I know, yeah I know, I'm talking to Him
Take me home, take me home, take me home again
Take me home, take me home, take me home again
Yeah I know, yeah I know, that voice in your head
Yeah I know, yeah I know I'm talking to Him
Take me home, take me home, take me home again
Take me home, take me home, take me home again
Yeah I know, yeah I know, that voice in your head
Yeah I know, yeah I know I'm talking to Him
Take me home, take me home, take me home again
Take me home, take me home take me home again

25 years
27 years, white lighter in my- in my- in my-
27 years, white lighter in my pocket
Nothing left to fear nah, you can't stop it
No more tears, man
No more tears
No hellos, no goodbyes, I think I might've tried too hard
Need you to know if I let go you still got your part
If this black hole pulls me closer I won't be far
You know who you are

Hey Kinggy, it's Joshua
I was calling to wish you a Happy New Year
I was hoping that your 20XX was gonna be better than your 20XX
Shouldn't be hard, I wanted to encourage you to consider God in everything you do
I wanted to congratulate you on your success, I wanted to encourage you to keep striving for success
You have taught me a lot throughout my life and I am taking the next step in mine
And I believe that I owe a portion of that to you, so I wanted to thank you
I wanted to let you know that I admire you, I wanted to let you know that I love you
Uhh, so take care

Days like these, it get hard to look back
Days like these, I take time for no reason
Nights like this, I can only react
Times like this, I can only keep reaching
Cause it gets harder and harder to find myself, God knows I can't see clear
Ain't no game this too real, I'm all in, crawling my way back
Me and AMS choppy choppy over tacos, water, and coffee
Lately I got friends tryna find out where they lost me
Just know I'm looking for myself too
Real to the root man, I don't care if this kill your mood
I don't care if y'all feel it at all
Too many feelings involved, just came to sit here and talk
Some of the best conversations I have are not on the calls
But with myself, still tryna tear down the walls
Could use some help, that's all I need, this all on me
Tried unlocking my potential with the wrong key
Left me aiming for the fence on the last swing
Hey batter batter, they chatter, I don't blink
Feel like I've seen it all, but that's a lie too
Think they can tell where you headed by who beside you
I say the measure of a man lies inside
As my fixated eyes cut between lies to find truth
I just told Johnny to pray for me, that mean a lot coming from me to him
Thinking bout these days I might not see again
How much it hurts this time, I guess it all depends
I try not to hover over the losses or celebrate the wins
Just glad to see the season end, I'm in the standing still, but I ain't standing still
I hear it's harder to steer when Jesus grabbed the wheel
But this life ain't no race my dawg
This life ain't no game
This for the ones who stuck waiting
Y'all my living proof, we all growing, and things ain't the same, things ain't the same
I'm up late for these dreams that need more attention
I'm the type to go for it when on 4th and inches
And all I got left, what I'm giving
Hope they understand why I'm living
This the moment

25 years (man, man)
27 years white lighter in my, in my, in my
27 years white lighter in my pocket
Nothing left to fear nah, you can't stop it
No more tears man, no more tears

No hellos, no goodbyes, I think I might've tried too hard
Need you to know if I let go, you still got your part
If this black hole pulls me closer I won't be far
You know who you are