Sincerely (feat. Maxx Millanova)

It's back to square one,
It's where I ran from
The damage there's done
A handsome man once
Can't stand his damn mug
I hear my handgun,
Say wham and bam bam
Like fans that slam dance,
To bands will snare drums
A family shares blood and fierce love
But when you done, been declared, the weird son, huh
Air's sucked from your lungs like bear hugs, ha
From the punches in the gut at random, uh
You fear what you become
Because they can't trust you enough
When you're scared, I'm numb
And you huff and you puff
And you're up to your ears
And here comes the flood
When mascara runs from their tear ducts
Months turn to years,
You've been underprepared
And succumb to despair
Cause you're stuck in a gear
And you're clutching your wheel
And tails spun
Compared to all my peers It's clear-cut
Cause they're fucked
But it's sheer dumb luck that I'm here
Yeah, I'm fearsome to some
But assumptions are something
That can't sum up the sum of the conundrum I am
sincere

I'm sorry

If I said sincerely
That I am sorry
Would you forgive me
For all the wrong I've done
If you resent me
Then I don't blame you
But I've been working
So hard to overcome
Now Ooh-na-na-na-na ooh-na-na Ooh-na-na-na-na-oh-na-na

If you didn't see it coming
Then you probably just ain't listening
To all the songs I've written Where
I'm offering apologies
And calling for forgiveness
And I'll always put an emphasis on sorrow
But y'all don't got no sympathy
And I don't want no witnesses
To corroborate my fall from grace
Causing constant injury
But if I walk away
May they stomp upon my grave
And rob me of my dignity
My conscience is a holocaust of innocence
My thoughts have not been great or victimless
In my sleep I talk a lot and whisper things
That propagate the mystery
The ambience is bittersweet
I wanted God to intercede
But he ain't got the balls
And resolves to be a dick to me
I've driven speeds in city streets
Like the Autobahn
My inner flicker flame is growing bigger
Lit the molotov
And incinerate the wicked man
Sitting in a chair
Sipping tea in sinking sand
Quickly inching near to in too deep
And it would seem
That interference And resistance
Isn't going to leave me free
I just wish you'd see
That I'm a different man
Than who you think I am
But if you think I'm insincere
Then I'll disappear
In thin air
If you please

If I said sincerely
That I am sorry
Would you forgive me
For all the wrong I've done
If you resent me
Then I don't blame you
But I've been working
So hard to overcome
Now ooh na-na-na-na-oh-na-na-na Ooh na-na-na-na-oh-na-na

Please forgive me
I've been working
On myself