Night Owl

Tell me what you're really thinking
It feels like I have just been sinking in the sand
But you wouldn't understand
It feels like I'm pulling back the layers
I know that I'm my only savior and it's fine
Oh it happens all the time
So I smoke another joint in my bedroom
Feels like I'm losing myself but it's too soon
But it's just nothing new
Feels like I know the real you

And it's nothing I recognize, I just miss those subtle times
When we'd stay up late at night, get really high, talk about life
When I'm feeling fine
Because I just don't, I just don't recognize, recognize myself (myself)

And I'm pulling all the layers back
I don't really want you back
It's just that I'm really sad (so sad)
It's just all the things you lack (so sad)
It's nothing I recognize
It's just all those late nights, late nights
And it's just (it's just lust)
Just lust (It's not love)
Lust
Not love (not love), Not love (not love)