You Can Prevail

(Intro)

I hurt a lot of people in the past
Lost a lot of time that I'll never get back
I ain't got that time
It's hard to talk about that sometimes I wish it just fade to black

Can I take this time I wanna talk about things
I was focused on the fame should've put it on a ring
What's a damn movie if you're never in the scene?
I never really thought about the pain that it brings

Driving through my old neighborhood
That's a one way street Ima where I stood
Never really understood the past how I should
Tunnel vision never really did me any good

Got the forecast wrong cloudy weather all year
I've been through a lot I can't drop another tear
After 2018 I had no fear
I learned to be patient Ima play it by ear

When I lost my Mom that's a pain like no other
She couldn't see my face
I know she knew I love her
Family home-style meals in the Summer
Every single day I wish I talked to my brother

Yeah, a young kid need a mother
I don't think I'll ever be the same I can't recover
So I ask dear God was I really meant to suffer
Let me tell you what I'm thinkin' like I'm cleaning out the gutter

I felt stuck these chains held me down
Need a brand new life in a brand new town
I don't want to drink cause I don't want to drown
Just give me back the mic Ima go another round

My family split
My sister went to college
I love you sis hope you acquire all the knowledge
I tell her
If you need it then you got it doesn't matter if she sees it
Or if she ever saw it

I miss my dad and I'm glad he's doing well
He's 500 miles away and it kills that reminds me
I need to hit him on the cell
Believe me when I say that he loved me when I fell

The truth is, there's some pain I can't shake
The last time I talked to my mom she was in a bad state
She was barely awake
Barely awake I'm just hoping that she heard
What I had to say

Rest in peace Mom
I love you

(Outro)