wanderlust

Why'd you run to your presumed solution
When I've been here trying to decipher your constitution
Why'd you say that she made you happy
When you were already planning on jumping off the cliff

So how'd you think this nightmare would end
Did you just think we were only destined to be friends
Is this why you thought the morning would do
So that you could be gone before the nightmares came along too

I know you're not one to trust
But, honey, I swear I'll show you the gold dust
I know this was one of your wanderlusts
Love, I know what you just tried
But that poison won't change your mind
You think you don't deserve a life
But, baby, I'm willing to give up mine

So where'd you think home would be
In the sky along with all the memories
So where'd you think your life would lead
Crashing down on some rocks - did you know, water, it talks

I know you're not one to trust
But, honey, I swear I'll show you the gold dust
I know this was one of your wanderlusts
Love, I know what you just tried
But that poison won't change your mind
You think you don't deserve a life
But, baby, I'm willing to give up mine

You built your whole being on how they felt
If they were mad, you made sure to quiet down
And you were always scared of that tight belt
So you wondered where home was
Since your blood had a house of laws
But, love, we could break them all

I know you're not one to trust
But, honey, I swear I'll show you the gold dust
I know you do wanna stay
And I wanna enjoy the view
But how can I when it's not you
Baby, please don't go on your wanderlusts again