Love You More

I really loved you
Can't stop thinking of you
And I hate myself for wanting you

Unkind at best
Manipulative, say the rest, and
I hate myself for defending you

When you made me feel like I wasn't my real self
Made up a version, a twisted perversion
Tried to control me, to mold me and scold me
When I only wanted you
So what does that say about the way I was raised?

Did you love me? I'm not really sure
Guess I was right when I said I love you more
Did you love me? I'm not really sure
Guess I was right when I said I love you more

Three years I thought I would've earned something better
Three years I thought at least a response to my letter
But not an apology, nothing from you to me
Guess I didn't know you at all

But hindsight's twenty-twenty, I've learned a lot since you left me

Did you love me? I'm not really sure
Guess I was right when I said I love you more
Did you love me? I'm not really sure
Guess I was right when I said I love

You want to compromise, but only when you get your way
You want me all the time, but only when you say
Sorry, I'd apologize, hanging on to you and I
But that didn't matter did it?
I wasn't enough for the chip on your shoulder
Didn't check some box that you couldn't get over
So you made me feel like I'd be a bad mom
So I got a therapist, remember how you wanted one?
'Cause those are some thoughts that could last
And I really didn't deserve that

Did you love me? I'm not really sure
Guess I was right when I said I love you more
Did you love me? I'm not really sure
Guess I was right when I said I love more
I loved you, I loved you, I loved you more
I loved you, I loved you, I loved you more

And that was the worst I've ever been treated
You said you were different, why did I believe you?



Credits
Writer(s): Tess Druckenmiller
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