Dark City Vortex

Shit get real, in a second

Dark nights, gunfights, shit and piss on the subway
He can lose his life in a eerie minute of one day
Live my whole existence from Mondays through Sundays
Hoping for better right now, there's only one way

Dark nights, gunfights, shit and piss on the subway
He can lose his life in a eerie minute of one day
Live my whole existence from Mondays through Sundays
Hoping for better right now, there's only one way
Nigga
I bet you never seen your uncle die
Wonder why I feel the way I feel, I seen my mother cry
Cause shit is real, who am I?
Just another man wish for sun and skies
But the man above seems to just defy,
It's justified?
I guess
Read the bible, still stressed
My rival is death
My idols are dead, with goggles on head
I still can't look at that album cover
Shit still give me nightmares even when I lay down in covers, cause shit is a foul discover
Like my father and I, we felt our brother dead
He asked me if I needed anything before he went to bed
I was good but still, I should've double checked
Felt a little guilt
I was watching NHL, this shit just got me vexed,
E & J went out of his head when we flipped him over
Didn't tell my mom and honestly felt like he wasn't sober
He probably needed that shoulder to cry on
Could've came to me
He didn't know he was the one I relied on
No lie, you was my dog
Why did God take you?
I don't cry much, that's in part because time will innately start to change you
I seen different angles
I pleaded God to help me please and he provided angels
I would still just like to face you
To tell you sorry that I ain't truly appreciate you
For all the times we argued, the hatred was very fatal
But still I feel amazed that you ain't here dude
I could've told you hold the fuck on
You gone, and I could've saved you

Dark nights, gunfights, shit and piss on the subway
He can lose his life in a eerie minute of one day
Live my whole existence from Mondays through Sundays
Hoping for better right now, there's only one way

Dark nights, gunfights, shit and piss on the subway
He can lose his life in a eerie minute of one day
Live my whole existence from Mondays through Sundays
Hoping for better right now, there's only one way

The reason why I go so aggressive
I try to teach and give out pure lessons
Don't make the same mistakes I made growing up as an adolescent
Just turned 24 and shit should be a blessing
But I face even more pressure
Live for tomorrow, but today's thoughts have crept in
If I don't get that car to buy by age 25
Will I be viewed in the public eye, a man who fails to try?
Literally it's me and moms and I provide for both
You live to eat with silver spoons and knives and forks
And I spit mostly fire from torch
But I am bothered by the lives that I've crossed
Most connive and loft
I'm not trying to resort to anger tied in a knot
But now I'm wondering, did all I gave out was for naught?
Most of the time I take a trail just to soothe
You never cared so I'm prepared just to lose
But let me dare to save loot
Every avenue and corner had me real scared and subdued
Call up coroners when bodies go in those vans for the news
I'd be damned if I do something annal and rude
Cause now my anger's to the point it's anywhere like a cruise
I've felt at times, fuck the rhymes, I understand that we choose
My family's the only hope now, only prayer that I use
But the foul shit is this, that they're condemn and be crude
My stance is standardized, I vandalize your plans with the few
I'm sick of y'all, so I demand to be pruned and above the hate shit
Niggas outlandish with they views, that's why I don't say shit, nigga

Makes me feel like crying
Makes me feel like crying
Makes me feel like crying

Dark nights, gunfights, shit and piss on the subway
He can lose his life in a eerie minute of one day
Live my whole existence from Mondays through Sundays
Hoping for better right now, there's only one way

Dark nights, gunfights, shit and piss on the subway
He can lose his life in a eerie minute of one day
Live my whole existence from Mondays through Sundays
Hoping for better right now, there's only one way

Nigga



Credits
Writer(s): Amazi Browning
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