DARK CLOUDS

I've been thinking
Dark clouds over me
Walking down a path while my heart is sinking
I'm in a drought
People leaving
Calling out your name but you don't hear me
Love is lost
We over now
Same patterns again just keep coming round
How'd we get in this position I ain't hear a sound

I've been trying to make a million
I've been on my grind following my mission
You done picked your bags up
You ain't got no time more
You left me heartless
Did we waste our time
Was it senseless
Had no hope
Broke my soul but I can't give up on me
Love is hard but breaking up
Was it something that we had to do
I'm conflicted my heart is aching
Trust your decision but yeah I hate it
Doing things for me yeah I'm meditating
Tied up with the thoughts in my head
I'm taking time
Meditating what path is next
No one understands me it's damaging
Denial taking over
Feel like it's really not over
Can't even stay sober
Need a drink to keep my composure
I see red every time I think it's really just over
Or you happier with him rather than me
Yeah those the thoughts that be taking over my mind
Everything that I think

I've been thinking
Dark clouds over me
Walking down a path while my heart is sinking
I'm in a drought
People leaving
Calling out your name but you don't hear me
Love is lost
We over now
Same patterns again just keep coming round
How'd we get in this position I ain't hear a sound

See you on the side of my bed A mirage in my head
I realize that you ain't there now I'm dead
Mentally and physically I'm weak to my bones
Know my flaws but that don't matter to you
Trying my hardest to be with you
Don't mean to be needy
Procrastinated didn't tell you none of my feelings
I'm sitting here without you
I'm a win you back that's all I can do
Be better for me, myself, and I
That's the whole ruth
Ain't no more back and forth
Believe me when I tell you that I've changed
I broke out of my chains I'm better now
But not for you but for me
Reality I still want you and me to be
You hold a place in my heart
Don't want you just to leave
Can we be the same Don't think so but it's me to blame
I had to take time away
Focus on me, and myself and my mental health
Can't you tell I've changed
Can't you tell I've changed

I've been thinking
Dark clouds over me
Walking down a path while my heart is sinking
I'm in a drought
People leaving
Calling out your name but you don't hear me
Love is lost
We over now
Same patterns again just keep coming round
How'd we get in this position I ain't hear a sound