Recalibration VS. Reinvention

I'll keep the pictures
And hang onto the memories
But I'm starting over
And I'm stitching it seam by seam
My insecurities tossed aside
'Cuz it's sink or swim this time
And I'm bleeding out
Not bottling all the monsters inside of me
Because there's a purpose
And I finally learned this time
That the path I walk is my own
With a constant battle in my mind
And I know it's hard work
But that won't break me like before
I owe it to your memory
To give it all I've got and a little more

I got in my car
And drove far away
But I couldn't outrun the ghosts I created
The only place to look was inside
I was terrified of what I would find
But you were with me in the dark
And let me know that I'd be alright this Time

The road ahead is winding
But I'm not on my own
You're right beside me
You're more than a person you're my home
You give me strength I've never known
No longer fighting on my own
I've come to far to turn back now
Went to the gates of hell
And I turned around and then I

I got in my car and drove far away
But I couldn't outrun the ghosts I created
The only place to look was inside
I was terrified of what I would find
But you were with me in the dark
And let me know that I'd be alright this time

This is growing up
This is self discovery
I was drowning in my own denial
And dripping with insecurity
And so I Thought

And so I thought that I would get in my car
And drive far away
And attempt to outrun the ghosts I created
The only place to look was inside
I was terrified of what I would find

But you were with me in the dark