Lifeless

Would you look at me? I'm confident in the way that I dress
I'm always happy, there's nothing wrong, and I try my best
To convince you that's the truth
I've grown stronger, more defensive ever since it's started
But the burden still lingers, I'm still broken-hearted
I remember the abuse

I've had to pull myself together all on my own
Nobody to help me, nowhere to call home
What doesn't kill you doesn't make you strong
I'm getting weaker by the day and I can't move on

I want to get rid of the burden in my mind
But it grows worse as time passes by
I want to be dead, murdered, dead
I want to be dead, killed, completely lifeless
It hurt and it continues to do so
My wrists in agony and screaming alone
I want to be dead, murdered, dead
I want to be dead, killed, completely lifeless

I let that all out in front of my mum
Now my family's passing judgment and saying I'm delusional and dumb
It's why I bottle my emotions up and keep it to myself
I'm the devil child, I should go straight to hell
Apparently

I've had to pull myself together all on my own
Nobody to help me, nowhere to call home
What doesn't kill you doesn't make you strong
I'm getting weaker by the day and I can't move on

I want to get rid of the burden in my mind
But it grows worse as time passes by
I want to be dead, murdered, dead
I want to be dead, killed, completely lifeless
It hurt and it continues to do so
My wrists in agony and screaming alone
I want to be dead, murdered, dead
I want to be dead, killed, completely lifeless

I've dug myself in a hole and sat in it for years
But I finally want to come out, I'm done here
I'm ready to run off to a new beginning
I want the first story involving me winning

Give me an answer, I want to know
Why I'm screamed at first thing when I come home
I want to be dead, murdered, dead
I want to be dead, killed, completely lifeless
Give me some help, I want to be believed
Why can't they grasp that it's not what it seems?
I want to be dead, murdered, dead
I want to be dead, killed, completely lifeless

I want to get rid of the burden in my mind
But it grows worse as time passes by
I want to be dead, murdered, dead
I want to be dead, killed, completely lifeless
It hurt and it continues to do so
My wrists in agony and screaming alone
I want to be dead, murdered, dead
I want to be dead, killed, completely lifeless



Credits
Writer(s): Jasmine Mollison
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