Was It All a Lie

Have I been living a lie
Was your heart never even mine?
Living but I'm not alive
How could I be so naive she was right by your side

Oh tonight I'm gonna cry like I've never cried
She's in your arms
There's no one in mine

I wish you could feel what I feel
To not know what's real
To be all alone in this bed
While I'm with someone else

You'd pour your heart out
Sing songs that no one cares about
To be too afraid to let me go
To be so high then so low

I still remember the first time
That smile you held in your eyes
You had me up in the clouds
But something was pulling me down

Remember the first time you said you loved me
Half asleep, but it still made me happy

And I promised that you didn't have to be scared
That I wasn't going nowhere

We learned to stop time
You once were my life
Now I'm crying like I've never cried
She's in your arms
There's no one in mine

I wish you could feel what I feel
To not know what's real
To be all alone in this bed
While I'm with someone else

You'd pour your heart out
Sing songs that no one cares about
To be too afraid to let me go
To be so high and so low

And oh
All that I've got is our memories
I'm trying so hard to make sure that I don't forget one
I hope that you remember too
But I know that you're off makin' new ones

And I'll save a place
In my heart for you
So you're not completely gone
Cause I

You'd pour your heart out
Sing songs that no one cares about
To be too afraid to let me go
To be so high and so low