Promise I'm Trying

I go out, find a crowd
Never say who I am
Then I go make a joke
Make 'em laugh 'cause I can
On my own, I don't know how to get out of my head

Million likes, million eyes
But every high comes down
To me alone, missing home
Wishing that I could bounce back like I used to
But I don't know how to

I promise, I promise I'm trying
I know it might not look like it
When you see me singing on side walks
You laugh and tell me that I got no reason not be happy
But I barely made it through last week
I can't stand me being like this
'Cause everything's harder to fight it
But I promise, I promise I'm trying

Pretty girls only work 'til I go mess it up
And a glass only lasts 'til the next morning comes
I don't know how to stop it
I'm low on my options

But I promise, I promise I'm trying
I know it might not look like it
When you see me singing on side walks
You laugh and tell me that I got no reason not be happy
But I barely made it through last week
I can't stand me being like this
'Cause everything's harder to fight it
But I promise, I promise I'm trying

Don't wanna let you down
I don't wanna let you down
I don't wanna let me down

I promise, I promise, I promise I'm trying
Might not look like it
When I'm singing on side walks
Everyone tells me that I got no reason not be happy
But I barely made it through last week
I can't stand me being like this
'Cause everything's harder to fight it
But I promise, I promise I'm trying



Credits
Writer(s): Evan Florin Cline, Autumn Marie Buysse, Will Cullen
Lyrics powered by www.musixmatch.com

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