Had It Not Been For You

It's funny that I was there at all times
It's funny that I would turn a blind eye
Like, who is that guy on your phone while you alone at home
Like, who am Is this the twilight zone
Like, what am I highs and lows
They wrap around my head
Spinning circles and webs
My thoughts are a mess
I'm vexed, I got stress on my shoulders
Mountains and boulders, what faith can I have

If as I get older, the lows just get lower
The weather gets colder
I'm a stone cold dead soldier
Spent four tours, it's over
Can't ever stay sober
Can't ever have closure
I'll be happy when it's over
I'll be happy with some closure

What do I have to lose
if everything I lost was nothing to lose
Had it not been for you
Had it not been for you
What do I have to lose
If everything I lost was nothing to lose
Had it not been for you
Had it not been for you
Had it not been for you

I depended on you with everything that I went through
Every trial and breakthrough
Passings and things that would typically break you
You kept me stable
but without you im disabled
you were the key to my heart
I knew this from the start
Miles apart my heart would break
Continents in distance you would feel the earth shake
An earthquake, tectonic plates shifting on your birthday
That was the worst day
I missed it I know I'm a soldier but no superhero
I hit a new low

What do I have to lose
if everything I lost was nothing to lose
Had it not been for you
Had it not been for you

What do I have to lose
if everything I lost was nothing to lose
Had it not been for you
Had it not been for you



Credits
Writer(s): London Apple
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