UNSETTLING FIRE (feat. Maji)
(Just the way my mind maneuvers you feel me)
(How I usually think)
(I was never usually able to write it down on paper you feel me)
It's like
What's your purpose for me I'm just curious to know
I done gave a lot Matthew and some of my feelings show
Am I the problem even after I cured my soul
I just don't know where to go
I'm free falling out of time
While my life running in shambles while as it blends all in my mind
Don't really know if I'm hurt cause I'm numb and kinda blind to my problems
Why's it alway me I'm trynna find
I really don't have direction but I'm looking at the signs
I'm kinda weary
Overthinking to me it's just day but now she worried
What am I to do my feelings tried to say it but I'm sorry
try to make things good but always turn out to be troubling
I'm pushed under the rug and forgotten now I'm rotten
No good and it's hard to clean my problems
I just cry and try to sob because nobody sees my falling
I tumble on and on til my energy is gone
Then I'll tell myself it cool cause that can prolly be a song
Then some how I fix it and act like it never happened
Then trick myself to think that what happened didn't matter
My feelings are just there and I make emotions happen
But when I let it out it's like an unsettling fire
So what am I to do (La La La)
When I feel like everything is just an obstacle (La La La)
Got my heart singing now and I'm emotional like (La La La)
It's unbearable to see what these emotions do (La La La)
Somebody come get me
Who am I
Am I the best version of me?
A leader of these communities making people believe?
A brother that's just different but comes from the same breed
And tries to fix a family that don't believe in his dream
Is this me
Am I dumb for even trying
To be some type of savior like Jesus but not exactly
Am I a gift for God and what does that mean for me
Am I royalty with loyalty calling myself a "king"
I feel my life is worthless compared to everyone else's
I feel I'm here for them like my life is pretty self less
I'm the furthest from perfect don't even know who myself is
Try harder through the days to realize am I selfish
Well
It's to much to even handle
For the human mind to think that his life is just a sample
Of good that can be done but in an instant can be canceled
I pictured myself dying but somebody changed the channel
Its like I see my purpose but only see it from an angle
My heart been beat and bruised and unlikely to be fragile
I've always been a man but could never be sentimental
But nothing wrong with me just put me back in my kennel why y'all see me like this
It's y'all choice but it's unlike how y'all see me (La La La)
In a different way it's hard to believe that they gone see me like this (La La La)
My heart and my mind is trynna scream something like this (La La La)
Let my feeling sing and my emotions run ramped i don't know what to do (La La La)
(La La La)
(How I usually think)
(I was never usually able to write it down on paper you feel me)
It's like
What's your purpose for me I'm just curious to know
I done gave a lot Matthew and some of my feelings show
Am I the problem even after I cured my soul
I just don't know where to go
I'm free falling out of time
While my life running in shambles while as it blends all in my mind
Don't really know if I'm hurt cause I'm numb and kinda blind to my problems
Why's it alway me I'm trynna find
I really don't have direction but I'm looking at the signs
I'm kinda weary
Overthinking to me it's just day but now she worried
What am I to do my feelings tried to say it but I'm sorry
try to make things good but always turn out to be troubling
I'm pushed under the rug and forgotten now I'm rotten
No good and it's hard to clean my problems
I just cry and try to sob because nobody sees my falling
I tumble on and on til my energy is gone
Then I'll tell myself it cool cause that can prolly be a song
Then some how I fix it and act like it never happened
Then trick myself to think that what happened didn't matter
My feelings are just there and I make emotions happen
But when I let it out it's like an unsettling fire
So what am I to do (La La La)
When I feel like everything is just an obstacle (La La La)
Got my heart singing now and I'm emotional like (La La La)
It's unbearable to see what these emotions do (La La La)
Somebody come get me
Who am I
Am I the best version of me?
A leader of these communities making people believe?
A brother that's just different but comes from the same breed
And tries to fix a family that don't believe in his dream
Is this me
Am I dumb for even trying
To be some type of savior like Jesus but not exactly
Am I a gift for God and what does that mean for me
Am I royalty with loyalty calling myself a "king"
I feel my life is worthless compared to everyone else's
I feel I'm here for them like my life is pretty self less
I'm the furthest from perfect don't even know who myself is
Try harder through the days to realize am I selfish
Well
It's to much to even handle
For the human mind to think that his life is just a sample
Of good that can be done but in an instant can be canceled
I pictured myself dying but somebody changed the channel
Its like I see my purpose but only see it from an angle
My heart been beat and bruised and unlikely to be fragile
I've always been a man but could never be sentimental
But nothing wrong with me just put me back in my kennel why y'all see me like this
It's y'all choice but it's unlike how y'all see me (La La La)
In a different way it's hard to believe that they gone see me like this (La La La)
My heart and my mind is trynna scream something like this (La La La)
Let my feeling sing and my emotions run ramped i don't know what to do (La La La)
(La La La)
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Writer(s): Matthew Etienne
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