Disappearance

Close your eyes
Don't you cry
I am always at your side

Close your eyes
Don't you cry
I am always at your side
In every step
Don't forget
I will guide you till the end

Yo! We were too young when you abandoned us and disappeared
I was 14 and, at the same time, I was worried and sick. I couldn't imagine why it suddenly
Brought back to my mind all of the memories behind these tears, like tottering
My scars, at a slow pace, have steadily come, rising so undeniably
The clock is ticking. I'm sleeping on my dingy bed by-by myself this evening
I'm deprived of the life, and that's the only thought I had 'cause no one else believes in it
The more I disregard, the more I lose a part of myself. I'm disconsolate!
I recollect the things you left for me as if there were nothing that I could've stayed
Bring me to your mind. I will understand. Let me lend you a hand. Please don't be sad
There's nothing wrong with doing that, but I hope you realize the fact that you're acting self-reliant
To the point where you have to choose or get abused
Sitting here, yeah, watching you sniff in confusion
I wish I'd known. I'm just a kid longing for affection, which you will never know
Nah, I don't mind. After everything you've done, we're so lucky that you strived
With all the pain and grief, it made me overthink. Wishing, I tried every little piece I had
But it's too late for us to reminisce. Those days will come in the long run
And you know that we'll be alright. I'll reach the sky until sunrise

Close your eyes
Don't you cry
I am always at your side

Feeling odd? Why do you nod? I'm knocking on your door. Why won't you open up?
I'm being patient for my last pay. You shouldn't criticize, 'cause it's my point of view
and maybe it's you who push him often into the dire cage surrounded by sin
You dictate the faith, like being captivated much more than a plaster saint
Wake me up instead. Let me comprehend. Honestly, it's not what I felt the day you left
I'm full of pain. I'm broke within. I'm trynna erase my tears, but all I hear is "Save me, please"
I am standing here next to you. Why'd you still hide all the things you do?
I couldn't see. It slowly fades. I don't want to go. I want to stay and be with you for the rest of the
Hey, don't act like you're a fool. I'm so proud of you, and you know it too
If only I could say these things to you. Although they're worse, I'm not delusional
I rubbed my eyes, filled 'em with chemicals, and started crying. I'm not emotional
And after that, you couldn't talk. Why'd you have to prove it all alone?

30th? No, it is the 13th. How could I forget?
I still remember the next morning, (uh) when you asked for my help
Move! Do something! Or you will regret this
I'm holding you tight. Please, just stay for a minute
I'm running, climbing those walls, scrutinizing the setting once more
Utterly. Pardon me, but I hope you all see that there's blood on the floor
Come on now, answer my call. Indeed, I'm losing control
Remorse deteriorates like a balloon floating in the sky. Leisurely deflate it
Inhale, exhale. I'm on my way. Wait a little longer. No, not today
I'm begging. I'm down on my knees. Someone, help him. God, he couldn't breathe
Staring at you, what am I supposed to do? Feeling anxious?
Tell me that it wasn't true. It wasn't true

Close your eyes
Don't you cry
I am always at your side
In every step
Don't forget
I will guide you till the end