<3 (Dream)

You know what
I think I'll start to love myself
Focus only on fixing my mental and physical health
I'll trickle wealth
Up and down left and right until both of my kidneys fell
Aye
I'm talking beer by the ounce and an ounce by the beach
I want my guys with their pride and a jacuzzi with seats
I want three sorority girls with no attachments it's free
Anything to distract from the fact that I feel lonely

Yeah

Streets blinding us up in our eyes
Every colored thought amplified
Bittersweet tabs painting our throats
Young LSD nights faintly glow
Endless nights yearning to come home
Endless lights in cities we'd roam
Psilocybin dreams shed a tear
Why bother trying you're not here

Cut off a friend you can replace
Cut off a brother lose your grace
Money don't buy friendship I know
Once the check's flown where'd all they go

The truth is that I'm not feeling great
Post mortem feel the boredom come from miles away
You push away the haters and soon no one will stay
How the fuck can you expect a partner's heart to atake
Ay
Sometimes I get lost by the life I am building
I look in the mirror and here he thinks I'm a villain
I've made mistakes I've paved a road that was so unfulfilling
But it was thrilling, I get to say I lived a life worth living
I took risks
I made friends
I'd tell you what we did but it would incriminate myself and them
So
Just take me at my word
To live a life without friends is just fucking absurd
You can inflate your self-worth making it seem like what you sow isn't what you deserve
Coming from a player there's no pride in becoming a nerd
I'm not talking bout anyone in specific
In fact I'm talking bout myself this shit is not hieroglyphic
The people that believe in me think my work is terrific
But the critic in my head says all my shit is horrific
So I'm sorry to all the people who have jumped on the wagon
I've built a faction of sadness where I was attaching myself to the past tense in a world where I'm brainwashed into thinking love is blasphemous
I'm so hazardous

Tinted sunglasses painted rose
Multiplying the city strobes
Kids at heart and kids at the stake
One purpose can't save what is fate
Present moment memories are late
Now you're gone and moving away

What was once a dream is now faded
What was compassion is now hated
All because of a girl you left me
Kept us all in the dark guessing
You will always have a home here
Come and visit once the coast clears

As dark as this world may seem
Know we got your back in your dreams



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Writer(s): Ryan Conn
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