Losing Myself

I tried to stop myself
From killing myself
But I don't think that I did
I woke up in the clouds
Saw angels surround
I think that I might be dead
You see all of the pain
My eyes, they rained
And you just didn't care
You saw me falling down
I couldn't get out
While you just sit and stare

But maybe
Just maybe
I think that I might be losing myself
You make me
Just hate me
I think that you're no good for my health

Watch me hang from a ceiling fan
I had to do everything cause you never can
I've been falling for a while, yeah I never land
One day, imma leave here, thats my plan
I hope one day that it all sinks in
You lose your mind, then you lose your friends
You get doxed online and you lose your man
I just really wanna see you lose everything
I hope one day that you fucking bleed
And somehow that blood reminds you of me
And then you'll see all the times that I was in need
And then you'll notice all the signs that you didn't read
But i'm glad now because I can find peace
I'm on my own and I feel so fucking free
Know who I am, you're still driven by fucking greed
Now I know you wishing that i'd never fucking leave

But maybe
Just maybe
I think that I might be losing myself
You make me
Just hate me
I think that you're no good for my health
And I don't wanna
Think about you
You left me fucked up, rotting in a cell
And I don't wanna
Talk about you
You left me fucked up, rotting in hell

I hope you kill yourself
I hope you hate yourself
I hope you fuck yourself
I hope you never heal
I hope you lose the wheel
I hope you lose your will
I hope everything goes wrong
Yeah, i'll meet you in hell

But maybe
Just maybe
I think that I might be losing myself
You make me
Just hate me
I think that you're no good for my health
And I don't wanna
Think about you
You left me fucked up, rotting in a cell
And I don't wanna
Talk about you
You left me fucked up, rotting in hell



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Writer(s): Ien Ien
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