Clouded Judgement (Intro)

Clouded judgment is all about my life in the past seven years, seven, eight years, my early
20s, starting off with me losing my grandmother, graduating college, and just so many drastic
Changes, losing my first love. Although we weren't together, I realize I still have so much love for
Him. And it was just so many tragic events going on in such a short amount of time.

And I didn't know how to manage my emotions, not in a healthy way.
So that led to a lot of drinking, a lot of smoking, a lot of sex,
All of that in order to cope with what I was going through. I was trying to
Find an escape in any way that I could. And I truly believe that my judgment was clouded. I was just in a
Fog, and I wasn't thinking clearly at all.

I was really in one of the darkest places of my life. And I
Thank God that I made it on the other side of that. Through therapy, through journaling, talking to God
Building a closer relationship with God. And having a clouded judgment is what made me the person that I am
Today. So I'm not ashamed. I'm not disappointed in myself. I'm actually very, very proud. Proud of all of my
Growth. This is just my journey. And I hope you can come along with me along this ride and enjoy it with me. This Is
Clouded Judgment by Yana