Feel

Since the last one walked out, I have been done
I've given up on finding me somebody to love
Couldn't tell you all the things I messed up
That's the problem when you can't find anyone you can trust

Spent the weekend on my own getting drunk
Spent the weekdays writing about a girl that I used to love
Said I'm tired of all the hooking up
I need someone to call whenever I've given up

I'm here for a long time, not a good time
It's been a long time since I've had something real
It's been a long time since I've had a good time
I guess now's a good time to see if I feel

See if I can feel something that's worth changing my life
That's worth wasting my nights, that's worth giving my time
See if I can feel something that's worth nothing at all
'Cause even though it hurts, I miss the feel of falling in love

And my reputation's taken a hit
People saying that I'm playing with their heart just for kicks
But the truth is I'm just scared to commit
So instead of getting fired, I just tell them I quit

'Cause I'm here for a long time, not a good time
But it's been a long time since I've had something real
So it's been a long time since I've had a good time
Don't know if there's a good time to see if I feel

See if I can feel something that's worth giving my time
That's worth wasting my nights, that's worth changing my life
See if I can feel something that's worth nothing at all
'Cause even though it hurts, I miss the feel of somebody

That makes me feel like I'm no longer giving my time
I'm not wasting my nights, that I'm changing my life
Because lately I've been feeling I'm worth nothing at all
'Cause even though it hurts, I miss the feel of falling in love