20
It's hard to believe I'm approaching 20
Wish I could freeze the time
Rest and close my eyes and I
Mentally, I still feel 17
How did I end up here?
It's all too fast I fear, oh
I'm tired of my routine
I work so hard to barely breathe, and I don't sleep
I don't take care of me the way I should
Impossible, it feels
To keep my balance and my conscience clean
But I
It's so hard to breathe another day
Wish my anxiety'd slip away, but I smile
And keep it all to myself for a little while
It's so hard to stand here and not break
Wish I had more that I could say, but I
Think I'm losing myself one day at a time
Time
Oh, I think I'm losing my mind
Oh-oh
It's hard to think that I'm approaching 20, yeah
I just don't feel mature (I just don't feel mature)
What am I working towards? And I
I already have so many regrets, yeah
I should've changed my path
I wish I thought of that, oh woah
I struggle every day
Sometimes I think my best friends hate me, then I don't
It's all up in my mind, I think, I hope
Impossible, it feels
To differentiate my dreams from what is real
But I
It's so hard to breathe another day
Wish my anxiety'd slip away, but I smile
And keep it all to myself for a little while
It's so hard to stand here and not break
Wish I had more that I could say, but I
Think I'm losing myself one day at a time
Feels like I never do anything right
Am I out my mind?
(I keep fighting inner demons all the time)
I'm watching every pass me by
Did anybody say hi?
Am I still alive?
It's hard to comprehend that I'll be 20
Don't expect much of me
I still have much to see, and I'm
Working on the burdens that I shoulder
So, just please be kind
While I pick my battles one day at a time
No, no, no
One day at a time
I'll choose my battles one day at a time
Ooh, ooh, oh
I'll fight my battles one day at a time
Wish I could freeze the time
Rest and close my eyes and I
Mentally, I still feel 17
How did I end up here?
It's all too fast I fear, oh
I'm tired of my routine
I work so hard to barely breathe, and I don't sleep
I don't take care of me the way I should
Impossible, it feels
To keep my balance and my conscience clean
But I
It's so hard to breathe another day
Wish my anxiety'd slip away, but I smile
And keep it all to myself for a little while
It's so hard to stand here and not break
Wish I had more that I could say, but I
Think I'm losing myself one day at a time
Time
Oh, I think I'm losing my mind
Oh-oh
It's hard to think that I'm approaching 20, yeah
I just don't feel mature (I just don't feel mature)
What am I working towards? And I
I already have so many regrets, yeah
I should've changed my path
I wish I thought of that, oh woah
I struggle every day
Sometimes I think my best friends hate me, then I don't
It's all up in my mind, I think, I hope
Impossible, it feels
To differentiate my dreams from what is real
But I
It's so hard to breathe another day
Wish my anxiety'd slip away, but I smile
And keep it all to myself for a little while
It's so hard to stand here and not break
Wish I had more that I could say, but I
Think I'm losing myself one day at a time
Feels like I never do anything right
Am I out my mind?
(I keep fighting inner demons all the time)
I'm watching every pass me by
Did anybody say hi?
Am I still alive?
It's hard to comprehend that I'll be 20
Don't expect much of me
I still have much to see, and I'm
Working on the burdens that I shoulder
So, just please be kind
While I pick my battles one day at a time
No, no, no
One day at a time
I'll choose my battles one day at a time
Ooh, ooh, oh
I'll fight my battles one day at a time
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Writer(s): Catrina Isabelle Cagalawan
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