Dreams of my Downfall

Drifting through moments
Then all of the sudden it hits me
What if I stumble and all of my world starts to fall?
The people I love lose respect
Though they swore they're unwavering
Everything crumbles as I'm just here losing it all

Hearing these critics
They're cheering and saying they hate me
Taking my whole life of work and burn it to the ground
Was trying to open my heart
And they go and betray me
Putting the knife in my back without making a sound

I could be doing fine
A perfеct life
Everything is grеat
'Til you take my mind
And hypnotize
Show my world in flames
Nowhere to hide from what's inside
Can't run
Can't get away
Guess one more night
Another fight
It always stays the same

Won't you let me go?
I'm crumbling
I'm crumbling

Fantasizing 'bout the worst that could be
I'm not ready
Making decisions preserving what's not even real
False prophecies keep on following
Make me unsteady
Just wanna be free of these trouble
Please let me go

I could be doing fine
A perfect life
Everything is great
'Til you take my mind
Awaken all my memories
My mistakes
And you hang them high
Won't let them die
Control me with my shame
Say, "Wait 'til they can see your darkest parts and run away"
But you're never right
You're always wrong
Your promise never comes
I'm still standing
I'm still breathing
Haven't died
Not from your gun
Haven't fallen in the slaughter
Lost the people that I love
You're a liar
You're a thief
And it's time I give you up

Won't you let me go?
I'm crumbling
I'm crumbling
Won't you let me go?
I'm crumbling
I'm crumbling
Woah
Just let me go

My father
Please take this thorn
'Cause I'm bleeding
I'm tired and worn
Please listen
Don't you hear me cry?
I'm weary
I need your light