running through your head

It's harder when it falls, better when it comes
I know you want it all, but that ain't how it's done
Should have been there from the start, or maybe not at all
If only I could talk, look what I've become
I've fallen to the floor; can I pick it up?
I know I saw it all, or maybe, I should stop
It's harder when you fall. Yeah, it's harder when you

And it keeps running through my head, is it running through yours?
Keeps running through my head, is it running through yours?
Keeps running through my head, running through yours?
Running through my head, is it running through yours?

Ain't it funny, all this in me
I thought I knew it, now I'm down on my knees
I tell you to speak, but then I don't listen
I say I don't need, but then I go wishing
Guess I'm just like them, still stuck in my skin
Looking for the light, but never nothing to give
Overcompensate; I do it too often, know it's a curse
I'm too afraid to search myself and this world know how much I hurt
And who am I to be chasing all this "what's next"
When all I do is take, and take, till none left
Self-destructive, acting like I always knew what love is
But somehow, barely show myself that love regardless
Oh man, my heart is full of hatred and guilt
Know I'm a hypocrite, but I act like I'm holy, still
It's in my head it keeps running through mine

Running through my head, is it running through yours?
Running through my head, is it running yours?
Is it running through yours? Keeps running through mine

Know I'm only human, it's just 'cause I'm alone
Wrongly I'm assuming, all just in my head
Know I'm only human, it's just 'cause I'm alone
Wrongly I'm assuming, all just in my head