Lost My Soul

I think I lost my soul today
She got sick and tired of playing games
Going places that I shouldn't go
And hurting people that I used to know

Cause I've been comparing myself
To everyone else
And living in shame
Taking all of the blame

I've been
Hating my life
And taking a knife
To all of the joy
All I saw I destroyed

I think I lost my soul today
She got up and walked away
Maybe if I turn my life around
She'll come back to solid ground

I think I lost my soul today
She just couldn't handle all the pain
Memories too hard to bear
I was just a kid, I was unprepared

Cause I've been suppressing the fear
That all I hold dear
Will slip from my grasp
So all that I ask

Is forgive all my wrongs
And I'll write you a song
'Bout a girl who grew tall
After losing it all

I think I lost my soul today
She got up and walked away
Maybe if I turn my life around
She'll come back to solid ground

Cause I know if I do right and I put up a fight
I won't feel so alone and my soul will come home

I think I lost my soul today
She got sick and tired of playing games