Codependent

So self-aware, I hyper-fixate on you
Pretend I'm fine but you're ripping me in two
When your hair falls down your neck, I feel undone
Then I wake up in your bed, obsessions won

I'm so confused, I talked to my therapist
I'm on the edge but don't care about the mess
When I'm waiting for your call, I feel so numb
I only see you in my shirt, obsessions won

You strip me back to basics
Then I forget names and faces
Why'd you gotta look at me like that?
Rehearse till it feels like instinct
Replicate how you say things
Why'd you gotta look at me like that?

Can't fixate on anything but you
Complicate every bit of truth
I'm codependent and it's not fair
Lost in my bedroom when you're not there

It's so intense, I hyper-relate to you
You're in my head, my body's been craving you
And it never goes away
Stuck underneath
No control inside my brain
What's wrong with me?

You make my head go fuzzy
And I complicate the story
Why'd you gotta look at me like that?
I wish that I could hate you
Impossible to find a way to
Why'd you gotta look at me like that?

Can't fixate on anything but you
Complicate every bit of truth
I'm codependent and it's not fair
Lost in my bedroom when you're not there

Everything's much bigger than it needs to be
'Cause I could ruin everything in five, four, three
Tryna reach the pedals so we break so hard
Yeah, I can make us stop before we even start

Can't fixate on anything but you
Complicate every bit of truth
I'm codependent and it's not fair
Lost in my bedroom when you're not there

Can't fixate on anything but you
Complicate every bit of truth
I'm codependent and it's not fair
Lost in my bedroom when you're not there