Wasted

Toxic
'Cause when I'm sober I miss you everyday
Ahh

Love it when I'm wasted
Focus on my body and my needs I'm concentrated
Listen to my music everything that I'm not saying
Hating being sober everyday a battle facing
More concentration
Why is it a struggle deciding I'm not gon' take it
Don't know why I do it if I wanted I can't explain it
Pointing to my substance every time I need some saving

Dam I know I hate it, love it when I'm wasted
And I know I'm not perfect, hate it when it's working
Love it when I'm wasted
Sometimes it be hurting stomach, wake up, turning
Hate it when I'm faded
Honestly it keeps me down whenever I feel lonely
Kid that needs a tasting
And when I do get sober I get sad and feel alone

Okay yeah I get it I gotta improve
Look at the youngin's they smackin' the glue
Fuck it it's something that I can go do
War in my head I think I'm gon' lose
Leave me alone, like clear out the room
Sippin' the juice, listen to doom
Tell me the truth, Toxic a tune
Look at the stars will I be there soon

And honestly I'm sorry I ghost
Then I wonder why they gon' go
Wasted all the time I'm at home
Need a friend to answer the phone

I'm wasted I'm wasted I'm wasted
I'm wasted I'm wasted I'm wasted

And only if I had someone to tell me put it down
Only if I had mentor told me turn around
Only with myself love it then I hate it now
Far away from home I just wanna make 'em proud



Credits
Writer(s): Jamary Miranda
Lyrics powered by www.musixmatch.com

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