Someone's In My Mind

Every time I look in the mirror at myself, I've changed
Every time I curse at the world or my girl, I've changed
Every time I want to be lonely or dead, I've changed
Every time I think I am over this shit, I've changed

Someone's in my mind, I feel them, I can't kill them, I can't get away
I somehow gotta stop this voice, stop this beating, got to get away
Even if I want to change it, still I can't just, get away
Something's on my mind, I can't forget; I'm trying
Just can't get away

Every time I look at myself in the mirror, I've changed
Every time I curse at the world or my girl, I've changed
Every time I want to be lonely or dead, I've changed
Every time I think I am over this shit, I've changed

And that's for real
I never had a mind to feel, never found the time to write
But now I find the time for wrongs, even as I write these songs
I wanna be chillin' on the seaside, listening to b-sides
'Til I'm going senile, but gotta find a female
To keep my mind straight
Those dark times of self-hate
Are gunna be the death of me
No one ever said to me "stop"
No on ever said to me "go"
I'm worried that my song is gunna flop
More worried that I'll never even know
Get a grip, move on, let it go
Thought I was losing my mind but it's not mine
Catch me outside, 'cause I rock climb
Looking for a sign from within my brain
I do what I can to contain this voice
It's my choice

Someone's in my mind, I feel them, I can't kill them, I can't get away
I somehow gotta stop this voice, stop this beating, got to get away
Even if I want to change it, still I can't just, get away
Something's on my mind, I can't forget; I'm trying
Just can't get away

Every time I look in the mirror at myself, I've changed
Every time I curse at the world or my girl, I've changed
Every time I want to be lonely or dead, I've changed
Every time I think I am over this shit