Disheartening

I did not sleep at all last night
Felt your presence leave me overnight
Felt distant memories come up to my sight
Didn't get it till I spoke it, I can't fight
I can't save you anymore
Know I'm your last thing, not anymore
It's disheartening, I'm cold on the floor
In my mind, but outside I keep it controlled

God called me at 3 am last night
Still available but not alive in my mind
It's disheartening, I'm realizing
That you were only lying
Now you're dead and I ain't even crying

Disheartening, disheartening
Disheartening, disheartening
Disheartening, disheartening

It's all just like you
Why would I ever keep my faith in you?
Scamming, conniving, gaslighting
Fucking psycho, it is true
I see it all clearly, I seek and attack
Raised all the red flags
You stuck in the past
Can't act a man cuz
You stayin' off track
Really thought that you came through
But you stabbed me in the back!
No, no, no!

Disheartening, disheartening
Disheartening, disheartening
Disheartening, disheartening

God called me at 3 am last night
Still available but not alive in my mind
It's disheartening, I'm realizing
That you were only lying
Now you're dead and I ain't even crying

Disheartening, disheartening
Disheartening, disheartening
Disheartening, disheartening
Disheartening, disheartening

You wanna stay sad
But you continue to act
A muthafucka cuz
You ain't wanna do
What you need to do
You always lose
You always lose
You always lose



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