used to be

Blame, something everyone's done before
Scapegoat, something everyone's been before
Annoy, something everyone's done before
Asshole, something everyone's been before
Hurt, something everyone's done before
Pain, something everyone's felt before

I've annoyed many people in the past
Despite the pain they've caused, I've never been in a cast
I've been a scapegoat too many times
I've hurt people with my lies
I've never blamed someone before, I'm sure
And I've definitely been an asshole before
But that's who I used to—

I wish I wasn't too young to drink
Because it's always hard to think
About the person I was all the time
I always told people lies
I regret everything I did
I was always a stupid kid
Now I'm worse, depressed and alone
Writing shitty songs on my iPhone
I've been doing this for a year and a half

What is wrong with me?

I have voices in my head telling me to kill myself
They're affecting my mental health
Has this been my problem the whole time
Or is this another lie?
I don't know, I don't know!
Just stay away from me, just go!
I'm scared I'm gonna hurt someone again!
Were any of you real friends?

I've annoyed many people in the past
Despite the pain they've caused, I've never been in a cast
I've been a scapegoat too many times
I've hurt people with my lies
I've never blamed someone before, I'm sure
And I've definitely been an asshole before
But that's who I used to be
Someone who couldn't see
I was blind, I didn't know what was going on
This is why I write these songs



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