Detox

I kick my shoes off when that beat drop I talk my shit, I say my piece
I got that week long low, that detox somebody take me off my leash
I wanna get away just to get away, dawg, get away from me
I got that week long low, that detox
That might just take me off my feet and I just

Throw shit off the wall to see what sticks
And take what dropped and make my hits with it
I'ma go for broke but shit keeps landing on my lap
As if I might be rich with it
I'm as overloaded as I've ever been
But god forbid I even flinch with it
How am I supposed to hold this, I don't know this
I'm not sure what steps to take but not exploding
Breathe
Stop
And this is what happens when you get squeezed
Pop
You feel it in your gut, you got a deep
Knot
And everybody looking like is he high? Need detox?
But he's not
Fucking with the sentiment
It's reasons
That you don't really see him out
Achieving
Everything I got is really everything I ever want
That's the bottom line
I take a trip for the fact that I like leaving and
Write a hit when I feel like my life creeping up
Off the grid when I feel like I'm high key
And my psyche wouldn't let me chill from my teens and
Wish I didn't really care who I'm pleasing
I'm addicted to wrong for the right reasons
And this week not feeling like me but
I'm breathing

I kick my shoes off when that beat drop I talk my shit, I say my piece
I got that week long low that detox
Somebody take me off my leash
I wanna get away just to get away
Dawg, get away from me
I got that week long low that detox
That might just take me off my feet
And I just

Throw shit off the wall to see what sticks
And take what dropped and make my hits with it
I'ma go for broke but shit keeps landing on my lap
As if I might be rich with it
I'm as overloaded as I've ever been
But god forbid I even flinch with it
How am I supposed to hold this
I don't know this I'm not sure what steps to take
It's like
I love this but I love that too
Two different voices, two different moods
Two different places, two different views
When you walk five lives you got ten different shoes
I'm still confused, I thought everything would be a breeze
I was 16, all I'd ever worry about is trees
I was 23, all I'd ever think about is me
Now I'm in the threes wondering who the fuck ima feed
I got big bags to grab and plans to manage
Not exact plans to map but that's semantics
Had a G check my best friend but that happens
We get older we put up with less havoc and
Lately I've been cutting loose threads
Let them fall instead of wrapping my neck
And maybe I'm not my best but last time that I checked
I'm not dead till then ima talk my shit
Am I allowed to have a bad week?
Am I allowed to take a back seat, when life squares up to catch me?
Am I allowed to plan B instead of racking up on a wrap sheet?
Maybe disappear and come back when I'm happy
Am I allowed to have some peace inside
I need this dark to see that light
I'm going through something, please decide
If it's worth it to be a burden or just let me breathe tonight

While I kick my shoes off when that beat drop
I talk my shit, I say my peace
I got that week long low, that detox somebody
Take me off my leash
I wanna get away just to get away, dawg, get away from me
I got that week long low that detox
It might just take me off my feet and I just breathe
And I just breathe