Apoptosis

Self-reflection
Not the mirror on the wall
Imperfections
Overanalyze every flaw

Self-destructive deception
Deadly conversations
Yeah, in my head
Might wind up dead
But that's not my intention

(Stay away)
You won't like what you find
Deep in the dark depths of my mind
The walls are closing in
I feel this is the end
Won't make it out alive

You should hear the things I say to myself
I wouldn't tell my enemy
I wouldn't tell my enemy
You should hear the things I say to myself
I'm my own worst enemy
I'm my own worst enemy

(I wouldn't tell my enemy)
(I'm my own worst enemy)

Self-inflicted perception
Sinking deeper my mind
Anchored to my vanity
Will I make it out alive

First in line to hate my rhymes
I don't know why I waste my time
I can't find happiness, I've tried
(Maybe I'm blind)

I should throw it all away
And find another field to grow in
I should give up on my dreams
Save my heart from being broken
Stop believing in myself
I'm not a diamond in the rough
Disappear into my doubts
Cause I'll never be enough

Every time I feel this way
I feel the weight of feeling wrong
Try to be myself today
But it won't stay that way for long
Introspective imperfections
Yeah, I see 'em all
Try to sing the pain away
But I just sing the same old song

Yeah

You should hear the things I say to myself
I wouldn't tell my enemy
I wouldn't tell my enemy
You should hear the things I say to myself
I'm my own worst enemy
I'm my own worst enemy

You should hear the things I say to myself
I wouldn't tell my enemy
I wouldn't tell my enemy
You should hear the things I say to myself
I'm my own worst enemy
I'm my own worst enemy

I should throw it all away
And find another field to grow in
I should give up on my dreams
Save my heart from being broken
Stop believing in myself
I'm not a diamond in the rough
Disappear into my doubts
Cause I'll never be enough



Credits
Writer(s): Dylan Russell
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