Recovery

I wake up and you're on your phone
Have you been waiting all alone
For someone who is worth looking up for
It comes and goes
The way I frame
How the light behind your eyes has changed
It's like you remembered
All the plans that you made until you knew my name
And you're trying to find a way to say
You'll never look at me the same
Because you love her
And you can't recover

I wanted you to reach for me
All through the night and in the front seat
But now I know I need more than you need me
And every time I think about if I couldn't live without you
You take all the time in the world you need
Cause you don't owe me anything
There's a part of me that wanted to believe
That you don't still love her
And I can't recover

Recovery won't look the same on me, Recovery is whatever we want it to be

So go on keep me up all night
Trying not to call or write
Hoping to decipher
What it feels like
To see you for who you really were
With or without losing her
I hope one day you recover
So just take all the time in the world you need
And I'll be working on my recovery