The Ambivert Song

My phone is ringing
Sweat is running
Heart is pounding hard

My friend's been asking where I am
Yet I am still at home

(Yo, where you at?)

I'm still thinking should I go or should I ditch the plan
I'm shy yet I don't want to be alone

There's just too many people I'm not sure if I'll fit in
It's a complicated thought from deep within

It's because

I
I like being by myself
But I still need you by my side

True
I get drained easily
Still I'll wait for your call eagerly

I'm stuck between the two worlds and I don't know
Where do I belong
Trying to navigate life through this song

My brain is fuzzing
Regrets are piling
Mood is going down

I look through all the stories and thought
That I should've come

(Man I should've come!)

Lonely from the choice I've made I feel like such a clown
I just wished this was something that I could overcome

I'm not sure how to act when I'm the one out of the clan
But I still enjoy a good company, I hope you'll understand

It's because

I
I like being by myself
But I still need you by my side

True
I get drained easily
Still I'll wait for your call eagerly

I'm stuck between the two worlds and I don't know
Where do I belong
Trying to navigate life through this song

Trying to navigate life through this song

Ok, so here's the deal

It's not that I don't want to go
But I'm scared I'll be awkward you know

I'm not trying to be rude
But I don't want to ruin the mood

I'm still scared of being left out
But I'm too shy when it's such a crowd

I'm sure it's hard to imagine
But this is just who I am