Nothing Left

I've been depressed for 4015 years
I've been depressed for 4 thousand & 015 years
I've been depressed for 4 thousand and 15, years
I've been depressed for 4 thousand and 15, years

I've hit rock bottom
I ain't got nothing left
But in this emptiness
I find my strength, I'm blessed
I'm not the best at one thing
But I'm good at all
I rise from the ashes, watch me stand tall

4015 days of

4015 days of depression
It's been a long ride
But through the darkness
I've learned to thrive
Yeah, yeah, yeah
I've got nothing to lose
So I've got it all to gain
In my world of imperfections
I still reign, still reign, yayuh

Uh huh, uh huh, uh huh, that's right

I may not be a king
But I'm the jack of all trades
With every scar on my soul
I've got stories to cascade
I've been down for too long
But now I'm gonna rise
In the depths of my despair
I've found the ultimate prize

4015 days of depression
It's been a long ride
But through the darkness
I've learned to thrive
Yeah, yeah, yeah
I've got nothing to lose
So I've got it all to gain
In my world of imperfections
I still reign, still reign, yayuh

I've hit rock bottom
I ain't got nothing left
But in this emptiness
I find my strength, I'm blessed
I'm not the best at one thing
But I'm good at ever-y-thing
I rise from the ashes, watch me stand tall

In the shadows of my despair
Master of versatility
I'm holding it down
I've got no riches
No fame to my name
But I've got a heart of gold
In this endless game

They said I couldn't do it
But I proved them all wrong
Every setback I faced
Only made me more strong
Depressed for over 4015 days
But I persevered
In my world of imperfections
I've conquered what I feared
I'm never going to
Back down again
Cause you will never see me
With a frown on my face
Even if you think you know me
Make no disgrace
That this is nothing to me
I do it until I am blue in the face
And I'll keep coming through
Til I forget my name
And I'll do it again
And a time and again
Cause this is just
Where I stand on this planet now
I got talents, I got abilities
But I keep em' locked down in my vicinity
Because I don't know
What people will do with that
And I don't know where I wanna go with that

4015 days of
4015 days of depression
It's been a long ride
But through the darkness
I've learned to thrive
Yeah, yeah, yeah
I've got nothing to lose
So I've got it all to gain
In my world of imperfections
I still reign, still reign, yayuh

And I don't know
Where I wanna go with that
But it don't matter anyway
I roll with that
Cause I keep on rolling
Yeah, I hit with that
And, yeah, you know I get it
Cause I'm all on that
And, yeah, you gotta keep going

In the shadows of my despair
Master of versatility
I'm holding it down
I've got no riches
No fame to my name
But I've got a heart of gold
In this endless game

They said I couldn't do it
But I proved them all wrong
Every setback I faced
Only made me more strong
Depressed for over 4015 days
But I persevered
In my world of imperfections
I've conquered what I feared
I'm never going to
Back down again
Cause you will never see me
With a frown on my face
Even if you think you know me
Make no disgrace
That this is nothing to me
I do it until I am blue in the face
And I'll keep coming through
Til I forget my name
And I'll do it again
And a time and again
Cause this is just
Where I stand on this planet now
I got talents, I got abilities
But I keep em' locked down in my vicinity
Because I don't know
What people will do with that
And I don't know where I wanna go with that

4015 days of
4015 days of depression
It's been a long ride
But through the darkness
I've learned to thrive
Yeah, yeah, yeah
I've got nothing to lose
So I've got it all to gain
In my world of imperfections
I still reign, still reign, yayuh

But it don't matter anyway
I roll with that
Cause I keep
On rolling
Yeah, I hit with that
And, yeah, you know
I get it
Cause I'm all on that
And, yeah, you gotta keep going
Cause you are all of that

Don't give up
Your life is too important
There's too many people that love you
And want to see you succeed
Go do it
For them
Even if it just means waking up in the fucking morning
Once
You did it
You fucking did it
You did it
Just keep doing it
Just keep waking up
Every day
I hope it gets better for you
If it's fucking awful out there
I know it is for some people
Fucking, shit, man
Let's do what we can
To make this world a better place
C'mon