Feeling Blue

I just spent a couple K's up on a chain to fit the criteria
I put AirPods in my ears on purpose so I can't hear 'em
I told a bitch what I've been through but I ain't tryin' to scare her
I used to drink a lot, I swear, until my kidneys would flare up
You know its sloppy when she's smirkin' then she go put her hair up
And I ain't into all that shootin' but I'll definitely square up
Yeah, I spent countless nights and countless times just wipin' my tears
And I ain't finna lie, I wasn't proud to look in the mirror

I was in the dirt, I struggled but I grew out a flower
I worked hard and kept my head on I was using my power
I had to cut off all them folks that made me feel sour
I used to party hard, I'm proud, I never fucked with the powder, for real
Used to trap right outside my job, two hundred dollars an hour
You think you know her but I promise you know nothin' about her
You better dead it if you know her ex still comin' around
I used to tell my brothers, careful with these bitches, they foul
Fuckin' her on her period so I lay down on towel
I used to watch her take a pill, that girl ain't fit for a child
My boy, I know you feel this shit, that's why you hear it and smile
I'm a piece of shit, I know, at least I will not deny it
You need that drug, okay, I got you, cause my brother supply it
I get the hook up for him, now I make percent of the profits
You got some talent, that don't mean shit if you never apply it
I put in work, my life changed the day I got up and tried it
I got demons too my youngins, gotta get up and fight 'em
You got some thoughts you wanna get out grab a pen and start writin'
My motivation just heightened, something got me enlightened
I'm in a studio in Tennessee, I feel like a Titan
I had a routine with that Hennessy, it's brandy I'm fightin
I hit a bitch up while I'm drunk, but I don't know what I'm typin'
I got problems too, but baby girl, I promise I'm tryin'
I'm tearin' up, but I just say there's somethin' stuck in my eyelids for real

I just spent a couple K's up on a chain to fit the criteria
I put AirPods in my ears on purpose so I can't hear 'em
I told a bitch what I've been through but I ain't tryin' to scare her
I used to drink a lot, I swear, until my kidneys would flare up
You know its sloppy when she's smirkin' then she go put her hair up
And I ain't into all that shootin' but I'll definitely square up
Yeah, I spent countless nights and countless times just wipin' my tears
And I ain't finna lie, I wasn't proud to look in the mirror