No Love Lost

At the age of 15 is when we both first met
Jamaica Ave in Queen's watching the sunset
My older cousin introduced me to you
Ever since then, we bonded like gorilla glue
It was love at first breath, you made my heart race
Had a nigga hooked from my very first taste
Waiting to exhale while you marinate
You help escape reality to heavens gate
You know how to keep me calm when shit hit the fan
You help me open up and make me wanna understand
Apologetic was never my best quality
Always find a way to over shadow every flaw in me
With you in my life, no more bad dreams at night
Got me daydreaming in darkness, always see the light
You never needed me but I felt like I needed you
Got to the point I couldn't think, eat or sleep without you
Just a couple of days without you had me in the hospital
Dry heaven from trying to vacate some place tropical
Had to catch an early flight to get back next to ya
I swear I cried the whole time but never shed a tear

Pops picked me up from the airport, I raced home to meet ya
Father and son first bonding session when he helped me greet ya
Family cruise to The Bahamas sick with cabin fever
Left without my medicine, you my pain reliever
This thing of ours is getting a bit outa hand
You couldn't clear customs to catch a flight to distant land
You was wanted by the feds in all 50 states
Never was a big secret on our first couple dates
Went in to business together, we mix with pleasure
It's whatever, no worries, you alleviate the pressure
We caught up with the law, caught a few cases
Up and down relationship, been through many phases
Many years passed by, you in and out my life
Living with or without you, a double edge knife
Had to man up, detox you out of my mind and body
Spirit getting back to being Clyde without Bonnie
Nightmares returned, I learned how to face my fears
Took control of my dreams, embark on new frontiers
But every now and then destiny will have us reunite
I always seem to give in without any fight