Real To Me

Pulled up in stu to get it off my chest
Mathew load the beat to release the stress
Did a couple take but it ain't sounding right
Like my energy is off and I don't feel the vibe
260 for the session and I ain't even care
Is the love fading away but I'm not aware?
Sitting with my trouble trynna find the root
Long walks around the block trynna find my truth
Divine intervention I waited for weeks
More God taking His time more I'm not at peace
Conceit defeat not my nature I scramble for answers
Latest release didn't connect expected something bigger
So disappointed in myself I don't know what to think
And I knew the songs were great thought it would break the bank
Watching my streams total 50 after a couple days
Felt I was fucking wrong for giving it all these fucking praise

And that's real to me
You fall and get back up that's real to me
Be true to who you are that's real to me
You say you're on your grind that's real to me

And that's real to me
You fall and get back up that's real to me
Be true to who you are that's real to me
You say you're on your grind that's real to me

Confidence is gone fighting to get it back
Weak and empty what's hiding behind this blue mask
I'm just trynna be as honest as I can
Hopefully niggas hear this and they trynna understand
Not looking for sympathy so don't feel bad for me
No piety party on my behalf is the epitome
That you're inspired by the story and you're getting better
Good or bad I write it down to unload the pressure
Cuz sometimes it's too heavy so I drink and hope
Hoping it gets lighter yeah I still believe
In miracles like my dream coming true in real life
Shooting my first video and I did it last night
Had to stop for a moment to realize what happened
Currently living your dream wish I could frame the moment
Time is, another word for God and they never lied
Waited a longtime but He made it right
Proud to say I'm not perfect but I'm working on me
Lot of niggas can't say it cuz the scars cut deep
Run away from what's hurting them without solving it
So when it gets triggered, it rise up to the surface
Now you're stuck with the same problem
You've been dealing with for years
Can't consult your friends, cuz they'll call you weak
I advice that you shut all the noise around you
Cuz to survive and thrive, you gotta heal all the wounds inside you

And that's real to me
You fall and get back up that real to me
Be true to who you are that's real to me
You say you're on your grind that's real to me

And that's real to me
You fall and get back up that real to me
Be true to who you are that's real to me
You say you're on your grind that's real to me

Go get yours nigga



Credits
Writer(s): Bantu Moses
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