Heavy Heart

When I think about it, my heart is heavy, that you're really gone
But I'm just tryna right my wrongs, so i'm writing songs
Messages turn green, how the fuck I'm 'posed to move on?
All this hatred for myself, I've been here for way too fuckin' long

Is this forever, yeah? Is this permanent?
It's been so long since I've been okay with myself
And I don't need your fuckin' help
I've been through everything alone
So who said I can't do it on my own?
Why the fuck everybody on my phone?
I don't wanna hear from y'all no more

Run away, will I ever find an ending?
Fake a smile, I'm so tired of pretending
Nothing gets better, yeah, my heart is never mending
Easing all the pain with the money that I'm spending
Yeah, I give my heart to anybody that accepts it
I gave you my soul, could you just go and reject it?
You abandoned me, but really, what did I expect?
I texted you, hey, the only shit that I regret
I love you, I hate you, is that true? I don't know
My heart blue, I'm so through, girl, where did you go?
So is this the end? Is this the end?
We'll all be fine, we'll be alright
I'm so damn high, i'm touching the sky

When I think about it, my heart is heavy, let you're really gone
But I'm tryna write my wrongs, so i'm writing songs
Messages turn green, how the fuck i'm 'posed to move on?
All this hatred for myself, I've been here for way too fucking long
When I think about it, my heart is heavy, let you're really gone
But I'm tryna write my wrongs, so i'm writing songs
Messages turn green, how the fuck i'm 'posed to move on?
All this hatred for myself, I've been here for way too fucking long



Credits
Writer(s): Hunter Farrar
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