Mentally Fucked Up

Heavy talk your shit
I know a bitch who like to eat semen
For no reason
I know a bitch who like to get fucked in her ass
Whenever a nigga ask
That's the same bitch that's claiming that was just her past
It's just certain shit about the past
That I can't look past
I know a bitch who run
When you ask for the code to her phone
I know a bitch who'll lie to your face
Knowing that she still wrong
I know a bitch who sit on her ass all day and look at niggas
But ask me for my time
Have you lost you mind

The way my dawg died
I could've went out the same way
I deal with mental health
But I do not take perception drugs
My son and my daughter so beautiful
I'm glad I'm still alive
I'm finally admitting to the world
I self sabotage
Played Russian roulette
Yea so many times
Isabel death from the cartel caught me by surprise
And every since I met Lauren
Shit done got worst
Nah
Let me be honest
A gift and a curse

Her last nigga still alive cause she didn't want to lose him
Your last nigga still alive cause you didn't want to lose him
My bm gone flirt and tease
But VQ
Gone actually get on her knees

I can't let neither one go
It's the chemistry
I have with you that's keeping us afloat
2 iPhones so it ain't nothing but songs and memories in my notes
You ain't good for me and I know it
I'm just holding on to hope

Just cause I smile more than I mug
Don't mean I'm installed with fear
I ain't never been a rah rah nigga
So 400 call me socially awkward
Aaron be free right now if he got away whenever he fled
It's just a lot of shit in my head
Nigga our potna dead
3 way calls every other week nigga with Nick and Greg
30min convos with my bros whenever I'm on the road

Ughhhh
I ain't gone cry
Let me get my mind right
Yay
My biggest fear is my kids not knowing how to protect themselves
I teach my kids how to be respectful
It goes along way
Wrong place
Wrong time
Can get you kilt
I wish we could live forever
I want my family to see me get rich
Before we lose another member

Im tryna make million off this shit cause this is what I love
Instead it's niggas out here making millions from this just because
Had a passion for this shit since the age of 4
Started writing verses when I was barely 6
Ha, I always exist
Heartbroke since the begging of time
I just learn to embrace it
My kids the last to see me cry
You should've seen they faces
I'm embarrassed to walk around with the women that I love
I be overthinking and my insecurities got me mentally fucked up

Huh?

I'm mentally fucked up



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Writer(s): Tavian Jackson
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