Pressure To Exist

Pick your poison boy
What is left for me
Plastic bag of joy
Numbing misery
I know there's several ways to get the same effect
But this is the one I use for mental clarity
This is
The only one who ever knew the back streets of me
Then found me
Picked me up and washed my feet
So what am I to do then?
Wouldn't a bad friend just leave?
No r
No friend
You're a fiend
You spent so long inside the entrance of a dream
Now you're holding onto something to believe in
That's evil to me
How it lifts you up then drops you by your feet
You've seen everything but not everything's as it seems

The pressure to exist
I still cannot forgive
Forgotten is a myth
Cause there that memory is
Found my head inside a spliff
Now I don't know where the fuck my body is
The pressure to exist
The pressure to
The pressure to exist

And I kept my head low because it was weighed down
Like is this a break through or is it a break down?
I guess it goes one way
And I'm on the way out
Wish someone would say it loud
If they are
Say it louder
I'm in the middle of cry and laughter
They wanna talk and then say it after
Fuck them
Lone wolf don't need a partner
I'm a minder of my own thoughts
In my mind ah
I'm a father
I'm a danger
To my own self
Though they say that
I'm the answer

Tell me what kinda shit I'm in

Tell me what kinda shit I'm in

Tell me what kinda shit I'm in

Tell me now

The pressure to exist
I still cannot forgive
Forgotten is a myth
Cause there that memory is
Found my head inside a spliff
Now I don't know where the fuck my body is
The pressure to exist
The pressure to
The pressure to exist



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Writer(s): Bell King
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