Since November 21st

I've diagnosed myself
Since November 21st
Since we spent six months together now I'm lost
I'm deprived of your lips
I've been praying on my knees
Hoping you'd call back
It's been almost a year now
And I haven't been doing too well
I thought by now I'd be better

But I've got
Some sort of infection
Since you took away your affection
I hate my bed don't go out with my friends
I haven't done too much since you left
I developed some condition
And I think it's called darling I miss you
But they call me codependent
They don't understand that I didn't just lose you
I lost my favorite person

And I can't walk out too late or talk to your friends
And I skip out on lunch it doesn't taste anymore
And I hang your Polaroid like I hung on to your words
I'm collecting leaves like you fell for me
No I haven't been doing too well
I thought by now I'd be better

But I've got
Some sort of infection
Since you took away your affection
I hate my bed don't go out with my friends
I haven't done too much since you left
I developed some condition
And I think it's called darling I miss you
But they called me codependent
They don't understand that I didn't just lose you
I lost my favorite person

I've got stitches on my lips
It's why I can't kiss anybody else
I'm breathing in memories
I'm sorry I forget to live
But I can't move on if I'm still calling you baby

Baby I'm some sort of infection Since you took away your affection
I hate my bed don't go out with my friends
I haven't done too much since you left
I developed some condition
And I think it's called
Darling I miss you
But they called me codependent
They don't understand that
I didn't just lose you
I lost my favorite person