Consequences

I used to live with anxiety
And no one knew I used to feel lonely
Cause my ego wouldn't let me speak
My father couldn't believe
And my mother cried feeling hopeless
When doctors said I died by some pills
Why did I make them go through all that pain?
It's crazy
They even gave me so much love, and I was selfish
I didn't think about the consequences
And now my family is crying deeply
All I wanted was to leave a message
And now my soul is feeling sad and guilty
Cause the sun kept shining and coming out
When I decided to say goodbye
I didn't think about the consequences
I used to show off to my fake friends
Cause I used to feel like I was not worthy
Maybe that's why I used to feel depressed
Sadly I used to think I had a bad life
I wish I could have made things right
By being grateful for what I had
I wish I could go back in time
Why did I make them go through all
That pain, it's crazy
They even gave me so much love
And I was selfish
I didn't think about the consequences
And now my family is crying deeply
All I wanted was to leave a message
And now my soul is feeling sad and guilty
Cause the sun kept shining and coming out
I didn't think about the consequences
I didn't
I didn't
I didn't think about the consequences
I didn't
I didn't
And now my soul is feeling sad and anxious



Credits
Writer(s): Andres Caicedo, Juan Pablo Jaramillo
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